Wednesday, July 26, 2006
hmphhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. I HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE THE ***!you know today i was feeling all sad because it was the last time we'll ever lead taps and it was the last time we would say 'GUIDES DISMISSED'.
and then that happened and now i'm not so sure about everything after all.
i think seriously the only good thing that happened to our batch was mel and jo thank god for them (:
and THANK YOU for talking to me for one and a half hours (: i think the person i have to thank most for surviving the year is you! because if not for the numerous hours you've spent on the phone with me i would have like committed suicide or something long long long long ago! haha okay maybe not. but i would have died of a nervous breakdown or something.
okay i shall remain happy. HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY and not bother about stupid annoying people hmphh who dont deserve my tears and my energy being angry over!
I SHALL BE HAPPY!
haha xinning asked me that day why i could always seem happy and i didn't know how to answer her! i've been thinking about it for a long long time haha! over a week already okay! and i think i've got the answer!
i dont think i'm always very happy or something i do get angry and pissed and upset very easily. but i guess the good thing is also that i forget stuff very easily, and i appreciate all the things around me and the little things that people do.
like how nice sweet juniors can make up for one year of suffering with *ahem* someone!
and being happy is of course better than being sad! so xinning! don't think so hard about everything! just try to stay happy all the timeee! haha and if you're unhappy just CRY and you'll soon be fine :D haha i should be the best example for that considering that i just cried finish for one and a half hours tomorrow i'm going to go to school with disgusting eyes la! ><
YUPP SO I SHALL NOT BE ANGRY ANYMORE AND IGNORE SILLY PEOPLE LIKE THEM AND STAY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY!
>< sorry i needed to convince myself!
OKAY I'M HAPPIER NOW (: